All of a sudden the start of 2007 my life drastically has changed.

Everything seems so unusual , and not like my life. In February my grandmother passed away and until this day I think about her. I met the man I am going to marry. People are telling me , "You've only just met him 4 months ago..how can this be?" Well, I can tell you. First the person who is saying this is correct, It DOES seem fast. But when you go through personal things with this person, sometimes you just know that this person is going to be there for you, through thick and thin. He's been there for me more than any of my friends have been, ever. The love and affection he shows me is definantly different than any other feelings I ever had for anyone else. The cheaters, the liars, that I thought I loved and would give the world too. He proved me wrong, and he showed me what real love is. So all the people who say its too soon and too young (I am 23 yearsold) , I would have to dissagree with you, however you are entitled to your opinons.

My living conditions right now, are with my parents again ( I moved back home in Novemeber). But they are also selling the house. This I am a little weary about, considering i lived in New Jersey my whole life. I could not imagine not living near the beach, and digging my toes into the sand. They are actually on a flight back as I am typing from Georgia looking at houses. I am hoping they wont sell until I am engaged which should be sometime soon. I don't really want to go, but this will be a new chapter beginning. I quit my Lowes job, finally after 3 1/2 years of abuse and unkindess. I just couldnt take the shit anymore from a retail company who treats thier employees like animals. With a million dollar corporation and someone who worked for it for that long being treated as an animal. So i resigned and now i am unemployed. Tommorow I will be putting in more applications at banks. I will never work for another retail store such as Lowes every again.

So with that said, I must end this. I just finished cleaning my whole house, and need to take a shower and go over to the gym. I also cleaned out my whole closet and am donating my old clothes to the salvation army.

Dana